2024-04-05 spiral

this world falls away 
and it's into the crystal caves
full of static, fragmentation 
and the taste of carpet 

here, everything's funny
everything's profound 
nothing's a good enough excuse

i don’t know how to save you
if you turn away from this
the truth is right here!
i saw it! i see it! it’s right here! 

i laugh so hard that i cry
or cry so hard i laugh 
not sure if it matters which